Trying to keep in mind.

Today has been a test.

A test of patience. Tolerance. A test. Holding of the temper. Trying not to spew vile emotional negativity all over innocent bystanders as I view my life from afar and wonder "what the h---" and "why is God doing this to us?"

Convincing myself He is in control no matter how it may look at the moment. Convincing myself He is bigger than this and He knows what He's doing and I'm just a minute detail in the over all plan and if I would keep my grimy paws off of what He is doing it just might all turn out to be o.k.

Just like it always does........